Each and every time I come to this place he asks me to trust Him.
To rest in the knowledge that he’s got this and he’s got me. Though I can’t see
the bigger picture, he can. Just believe.
I realised the other day that it’s nearly the anniversary
again of when this all began. 23 years ago. It’s been an emotional week as I
process how I feel about that. But it’s also been a time of renewed hope.
Realising what the date was didn’t come on its own though - It
came wrapped with memories of his faithfulness. When I was tempted to overthink it all,
finding myself focused on the waves instead of Jesus’ face, he spoke a Psalm to
my heart. Returning to that place of acceptance once more he brought me full
circle (undoing me again) with the same old hymn that he used way back at the
beginning as I came to grips with it all for the very first time.
I suspect I’m not on my own with these struggles. So I’d like
to share a sample of where my head’s been at. I pray, if you’re reading this,
you’ll find encouragement too…
May the grace that sought my heart on that
first day
Be the grace that binds my heart to stay
May the truth that opened up my eyes on
that first time
Be the thoughts on my mind that never go
away
For you are a lamp to my feet
A light to my path
You’re the hand that’s holding me
Faithful God, every promise kept
Every need you’ve met, Faithful God
All I am and all I’ll ever be is all because you love
faithfully.
Faithful God.
May the love that caught my heart to set it
free
Be the love that others see in me
And may this hope that reaches to the
depths of human need
Be the song that I sing in joy and
suffering
For you are the love that never leaves
The friend that won’t deceive
You’re the one sure thing
How deep how wide the love
That pierced his side, the love
Redemptions mine, O Love that will not let
me go
(Laura Story – 2011)
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“I
will lift my eyes to the hills, from whence comes my help?
My
help comes from the Lord the maker of heaven and earth.
He
will not allow your foot to be moved;
He
who keeps you will not slumber.” (Psalm 121: 1-3)
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And
that, that is well with my soul.